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May. 6th, 2007 04:56 pmSee icon.
The hair turned out to be actually purple after all, the color is pretty noticeable out in natural light. And I managed to turn off "Dead Like Me" and go sleep in my freshly-made-up bed last night instead of passing out on the sofa and staying there all night again, go me.
I'm in a weird headspace where I am both lonely and feeling terribly antisocial. I'm not terribly happy being alone, but neither do I think I can deal with surrounding myself with people right now. This one is kind of hard to resolve, especially since it doesn't feel like "I don't want to be part of a group, but I'd be okay with maybe one other person around". =/ I have some errands to run, maybe I'll see if a bit of a drive will help clear out the head; I have a suspicion that the "don't want to be alone" is more like "don't want to be alone here in the house" and that being alone in the sun might not be quite so bad. Wish I 'd thought of that before 5 PM.
The hair turned out to be actually purple after all, the color is pretty noticeable out in natural light. And I managed to turn off "Dead Like Me" and go sleep in my freshly-made-up bed last night instead of passing out on the sofa and staying there all night again, go me.
I'm in a weird headspace where I am both lonely and feeling terribly antisocial. I'm not terribly happy being alone, but neither do I think I can deal with surrounding myself with people right now. This one is kind of hard to resolve, especially since it doesn't feel like "I don't want to be part of a group, but I'd be okay with maybe one other person around". =/ I have some errands to run, maybe I'll see if a bit of a drive will help clear out the head; I have a suspicion that the "don't want to be alone" is more like "don't want to be alone here in the house" and that being alone in the sun might not be quite so bad. Wish I 'd thought of that before 5 PM.
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Date: 2007-05-07 12:03 am (UTC)It also helps that my primary source of RL social interaction is a pretty low stress group of fun people I hand-selected. I'm hoping maybe you can join us on the 17th when we are coming to Fair Oaks. :-)
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Date: 2007-05-07 12:52 am (UTC)to disappear or go off and read for a while every so often.
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Date: 2007-05-07 01:57 am (UTC)Yep, been there :/ Frustrating as hell.
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Date: 2007-05-07 04:48 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-05-07 12:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-05-07 01:55 pm (UTC)I hope you were able to get outside and clear the ole' noggin.
And hey - purple hair! :)