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Jan. 10th, 2005 06:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
geekchickToday is Setting Orange, the 10th day of Chaos in the YOLD 3171
[The return of ddate!]
Not necessarily a good sign when you look at a bit of code and think "There's no way I could've written that". Actually, in this case, I *didn't* write that code fragment, so it's okay that I feel like I've never seen it before. The problem is that right now I can't write this @#$% PHP code to save my life because I seem to have forgotten nearly everything I ever knew about PHP. This sucks, Beavis. I'm feeling exceedingly stupid because I can't write this reasonably straightforward code that I could've done with little problem not too many years ago; my brain is sluggish and doesn't want me to cause it to exert itself. I already had a meltdown yesterday about mostly-unrelated things and was so depressed I seriously considered for about half an hour this morning calling out non-functional today. I've been on a massive sugar binge that's made me gain almost four pounds in the last week. (I suppose that's better than my usual massive amounts of retail therapy; I'm going to hide my credit card, just in case.) I'm taking everything way too personally, even though in most cases I believe the people who've told me it's not about me. I've had not nearly enough sun in the last week, since the weather's been disgusting here. Gee, I wonder if that's related? *cough* Even a good cry isn't making me feel any better, and that usually is a reasonable fix; instead it just gave me really puffy eyes that I had to pry open this morning. Well, I don't feel better per se after that, but at least it didn't hurt. I think I'm going to go home now and see if working on revamping my website makes me feel any better. Probably not, unless I get my laptop fixed and am magically transported to a sunny location to sit on the beach with a fruity drink with an umbrella in it and a stable wireless connection. And a cabana boy who will keep fetching me those foofy drinks.
Oh yeah, anyone got a good Subversion reference? Never mind, I found it.
[The return of ddate!]
Not necessarily a good sign when you look at a bit of code and think "There's no way I could've written that". Actually, in this case, I *didn't* write that code fragment, so it's okay that I feel like I've never seen it before. The problem is that right now I can't write this @#$% PHP code to save my life because I seem to have forgotten nearly everything I ever knew about PHP. This sucks, Beavis. I'm feeling exceedingly stupid because I can't write this reasonably straightforward code that I could've done with little problem not too many years ago; my brain is sluggish and doesn't want me to cause it to exert itself. I already had a meltdown yesterday about mostly-unrelated things and was so depressed I seriously considered for about half an hour this morning calling out non-functional today. I've been on a massive sugar binge that's made me gain almost four pounds in the last week. (I suppose that's better than my usual massive amounts of retail therapy; I'm going to hide my credit card, just in case.) I'm taking everything way too personally, even though in most cases I believe the people who've told me it's not about me. I've had not nearly enough sun in the last week, since the weather's been disgusting here. Gee, I wonder if that's related? *cough* Even a good cry isn't making me feel any better, and that usually is a reasonable fix; instead it just gave me really puffy eyes that I had to pry open this morning. Well, I don't feel better per se after that, but at least it didn't hurt. I think I'm going to go home now and see if working on revamping my website makes me feel any better. Probably not, unless I get my laptop fixed and am magically transported to a sunny location to sit on the beach with a fruity drink with an umbrella in it and a stable wireless connection. And a cabana boy who will keep fetching me those foofy drinks.
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Date: 2005-01-10 04:00 pm (UTC)