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May. 25th, 2002 11:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
geekchickToday was pretty slack. We went to Frank's and I came back with a small pothos and a philodendron; I repotted them on the balcony this evening while the cat rolled around in the spilled potting soil. Hopefully I can keep these alive. I'm not so good with plants. E. was having a barbeque which I wanted to make an appearance at but was just too lethargic to go into Vienna (allergies seem to be draining my energy pretty effectively). I should take her to dinner sometime to make up for that.
I wish the proposed visit hadn't fallen through, I think it would make a lot of things easier.
I still have not gotten my "go away, be by myself and sort out my life" time to happen. I think perhaps I'll go take a nice long drive tomorrow and try to do some of that. For reasons which won't be pondered in depth in public, I think it's high time I did that. I really should check into my insurance plan to see if a therapist is covered and then the KAP list to see if anyone there is on my plan; it would be nice to have someone to talk to who can step back and be truly objective about my life. I can't do it, my friends can't do it, my sweeties can't do it (although all of us have our moments of objectivity). It's interesting that someone posted something on a.p. not too long ago that made me scratch my head and wonder if I'd been posting in my sleep or something; I'm following what remains of that thread with great interest in hopes that I can glean some wisdom from it too.
I wish the proposed visit hadn't fallen through, I think it would make a lot of things easier.
I still have not gotten my "go away, be by myself and sort out my life" time to happen. I think perhaps I'll go take a nice long drive tomorrow and try to do some of that. For reasons which won't be pondered in depth in public, I think it's high time I did that. I really should check into my insurance plan to see if a therapist is covered and then the KAP list to see if anyone there is on my plan; it would be nice to have someone to talk to who can step back and be truly objective about my life. I can't do it, my friends can't do it, my sweeties can't do it (although all of us have our moments of objectivity). It's interesting that someone posted something on a.p. not too long ago that made me scratch my head and wonder if I'd been posting in my sleep or something; I'm following what remains of that thread with great interest in hopes that I can glean some wisdom from it too.
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Date: 2002-05-27 12:18 pm (UTC)VA Beach, or the Vienna BBQ?
Good luck whilst life-pondering... (hug)