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If I don't see the sun soon, I'm going to be totally useless. This afternoon was the day of wild mood swings; 0 to insecure and back in 4.5 seconds. =/ E. is dragging me to her gym on Friday to try to persuade me that I should switch from Gold's to this new one so we can work out together. Probably it won't be too hard to convince me, since this new place is 24/7 and has a pool, sauna and some other goodies and is supposedly low on spandex-clad babes in full makeup trolling for dates (not that Gold's is known for having the latter "feature" either). I think that getting to the gym on a regular basis will do me a world of good, both physically and mentally. I've been feeling so awful about myself lately because I've been totally sedentary and it shows. =/ I think taking even a few pounds off will help get my head screwed back on somewhat straight. My goal is to get to 130 or so by the end of the year, which will be 20ish pounds. More than reasonable if I put any effort into it at all, I think. Of course if I achieve that, then I'll be forced to treat myself to new clothes. *handforeheadstaple* ;)

Tonight's soundtrack: show tunes! (from "Aspects of Love", specifically)

[...]
Off into the world we go, planning futures, shaping years.
Love bursts in and suddenly all our wisdom disappears.
Love makes fools of everyone: all the rules we make are broken.
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