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Mar. 19th, 2002 01:34 amToday is Pungenday, day 5 in the season of Discord, 3168.
It is the sacred Apostle Holyday of Mojoday.
Happy Mojoday! (Except it's not quite for me, as it's still Monday here and Tuesday on the machine that hosts my shell account.)
I'm in a relatively good mood. K. and I shared wonderful steak and portobello mushroom dinners at Ruth's Chris Steakhouse (mmmm, grilled asparagus) and then we splurged on some dessert and some more wine after dinner. We're getting along really well, which is very cool. Had a moment at work today where I got a bit upset by something someone else said to me, but I pretty quickly remembered that it is not me, everyone hears that tone of voice eventually. I was trying to make life more convenient for someone else, and got a comment that made me feel like I was 5 years old again and had done something anyone with any common sense wouldn't have done. I must grow a thicker skin, as my feelings are hurt way too easily. Must not cry in the face-to-face meetings, it doesn't look terribly professional. I do at least realize that it wasn't me in particular and that I will know when I do something that seriously annoys this person, but it still wasn't a good way to end my day.
I am not entirely sober, yet I knew that I should not have a coffee and Bailey's when I finished my wine, so I'm sober enough. =) Odd how a couple of glasses of wine make me start thinking...
I told an ex tonight that I'm happy to hear, even indirectly, that he's happy. Yes, I still feel a twinge of jealousy that that happiness is not caused by me, I'd be lying if I said otherwise. But when I wrote that I was glad to hear that he was happy, I honestly meant it. I did (do) love him after all, so I guess it's not totally inconceivable that I feel that way. I miss him and wish things hadn't gotten fubar, but I hope he'll find what he's looking for eventually.
Emma Shapplin has the most beautiful voice, this is such a wonderful piece. How is it that "Red Planet" was such a sucky movie and had such a wonderful soundtrack?
It is the sacred Apostle Holyday of Mojoday.
Happy Mojoday! (Except it's not quite for me, as it's still Monday here and Tuesday on the machine that hosts my shell account.)
I'm in a relatively good mood. K. and I shared wonderful steak and portobello mushroom dinners at Ruth's Chris Steakhouse (mmmm, grilled asparagus) and then we splurged on some dessert and some more wine after dinner. We're getting along really well, which is very cool. Had a moment at work today where I got a bit upset by something someone else said to me, but I pretty quickly remembered that it is not me, everyone hears that tone of voice eventually. I was trying to make life more convenient for someone else, and got a comment that made me feel like I was 5 years old again and had done something anyone with any common sense wouldn't have done. I must grow a thicker skin, as my feelings are hurt way too easily. Must not cry in the face-to-face meetings, it doesn't look terribly professional. I do at least realize that it wasn't me in particular and that I will know when I do something that seriously annoys this person, but it still wasn't a good way to end my day.
I am not entirely sober, yet I knew that I should not have a coffee and Bailey's when I finished my wine, so I'm sober enough. =) Odd how a couple of glasses of wine make me start thinking...
I told an ex tonight that I'm happy to hear, even indirectly, that he's happy. Yes, I still feel a twinge of jealousy that that happiness is not caused by me, I'd be lying if I said otherwise. But when I wrote that I was glad to hear that he was happy, I honestly meant it. I did (do) love him after all, so I guess it's not totally inconceivable that I feel that way. I miss him and wish things hadn't gotten fubar, but I hope he'll find what he's looking for eventually.
Emma Shapplin has the most beautiful voice, this is such a wonderful piece. How is it that "Red Planet" was such a sucky movie and had such a wonderful soundtrack?
