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It's the perfect day here. The sky is a beautiful, cloudless blue. It's just around 70 degrees. The trees seem to have turned color overnight. Wish I could muster up the energy to go out and enjoy it. I am so lacking in motivation to do anything right now. There's all kinds of things that I think "yeah, that would be fun", or "i really need to do that", but when it comes down to it, I just don't have the mental ability right now to make myself do any of it. Looks like my depression is headed back. Happens a lot in autumn, along with my asthma attacks. Time to let C. dose me up with various brain supplements I guess.

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Feeling oogie, wish I knew why. I've suddenly got this knot in my stomach that feels suspiciously like jealousy. But of who or what, I don't really know. This is weird, and not in a pleasant way.