geekchick | (no subject)

I think my crappy mood is because I'm worn out. I'm just mentally exhausted from having to plan and execute my birthday party, from trying to make having 3/4 of the people I'm dating here at the same time work out without drama, from trying to figure out what sorts of jobs I should bother applying for, from feeling like I even have to apply for jobs (since I am technically employed, but we haven't had any work come through in months). I'm so busy for the next month and a half that I barely have time to breathe (with travelling to visit people, not with paying work, alas). I just want to take a weekend and go walk around in the woods and read a stack of books. I really need to call the gym and schedule an appointment for the massage Chris bought me for Xmas. Maybe try to take a yoga class. Just SOMETHING to try to relax.

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We can get together another time. I want you to be happy not stressed. If the travelling is going to stress you out, I'd rather not do it. If you need the time for your self I'd rather you take it. You being happy and healthy is the most important thing.

Don't worry, I'm not backing out. I just need to take some time for myself after this next overscheduled month. It's not any one trip in particular that's stressing me out, it's just that I've got so much to do. Need to recharge my batteries.