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Today is Setting Orange, day 13 in the season of The Aftermath, 3167.
I have a big ol' knot in my stomach and my chest feels really tight. And I don't even know for sure if I'm going to have this interview today or not, since I haven't heard back after I replied to the email with time periods that would work for me. Would kind of suck to get so worked up about this and have it not happen, I'd rather get it out of the way. I hate interviews, they make me so incredibly nervous. That's part of the reason I like to find jobs and stick with them - I can spare myself the soul-crushing agony of having to actually explain to someone I don't know why it is that they should give me money on a regular basis and then have them tell me "sorry, but you're not The One". I did at least review the Apache book except for the API section (which I've never claimed I could work with anyway) and discover that the skills assessment thing that I did not-so-well on was actually pretty hard (my friend D. who's a serious geek about this stuff didn't do a lot better than I did) and that I shouldn't be horrendously upset about my score.
I have a big ol' knot in my stomach and my chest feels really tight. And I don't even know for sure if I'm going to have this interview today or not, since I haven't heard back after I replied to the email with time periods that would work for me. Would kind of suck to get so worked up about this and have it not happen, I'd rather get it out of the way. I hate interviews, they make me so incredibly nervous. That's part of the reason I like to find jobs and stick with them - I can spare myself the soul-crushing agony of having to actually explain to someone I don't know why it is that they should give me money on a regular basis and then have them tell me "sorry, but you're not The One". I did at least review the Apache book except for the API section (which I've never claimed I could work with anyway) and discover that the skills assessment thing that I did not-so-well on was actually pretty hard (my friend D. who's a serious geek about this stuff didn't do a lot better than I did) and that I shouldn't be horrendously upset about my score.